• Hey y’all! Have you missed me? I have certainly missed you all and your lovely little dopamine-giving selves. In the first two weeks of August, I have begun to dig myself out from the chaos of July, which is ongoing, so at most, I dig myself out a few feet, then lose all but six inches of that progress by day’s end. I’ve not had a lot of time to reflect on last month’s project but I can tell you a few things so far:

    • I miss writing something to post everyday
    • The amount I don’t know about writing could crush the entire solar system
    • I need to live more
    • I think the writer I’ve always wanted to become might actually exist
    • I. I I I I I I I. Every poem. I. I. I.
    • There are moments when the writing is so good though
    • Embroidery + poetry = endless project potential

    Things occupying me this week

    All It Seems by Befaam, translated from Gujarati by Meena Desa. It is a ghazal, an Arabic verse form I learned about this week.

    For me, the history of love
                seems to be only this:
    first, it is the truth,
                then an illusion, or so it seems.

    Volcanism by Jónas Þorbjarnarson, translated from Icelandic by Bernard Scudder

    I was someone and then I met you. . .
    people change each other
    even cause eruptions within each other

    How to Fly (In Ten Thousand Easy Lessons) by Barbara Kingsolver. This is one of my favorite writers. I read two lines of this book and felt Barbara’s hand in my chest, holding my heart. It comes out in paperback in October!

    a snowy landscape with a few low black rocks (lava) exposed. A woman with dark hair in a long red dress stands in the middle of the scene
    How to Start a Garden by Nanna

    The title track was a recommendation, and it’s incredible, which led me to rest of the album – also incredible. You may recognize her as part of the band Of Monsters and Men.

    I accept tips!

  • Apocalypse so loud in my ears
    Stealing sleep from my eyes
    Follow a fan blade around until you get sleepy
    All I get is dizzy
    And none of it stops the end of the world from keeping me awake

    -rjm