loose threads

a smattering of things

  • Moving into quiet days
    Summer months stretching long and thin
    You flush in the heat and I
    can see the boy you were
    running wild in the sprinklers
    with a skinned-knee girl

    Maybe we were only meant to parent ourselves
    Maybe being broken broke the cycle
    Maybe mending happens this way,
    with slow deliberation,
    side-by-side at a distance

    -rjm
  • You started a garden in my heart
    The pains of growth sowing discord in my chest
    I lie awake and sing your favorite song
    This is the only ghost to keep me company

    Forgive me for pulling the loose string
    I wish it was you beside me
    And not this empty space
    Keeping me awake

    My soul can’t follow you back
    It doesn’t know the way and I
    Get caught in the confusion
    Unmoored from its anchor, this soul’s a goddamn hurricane

    Someone once told me that bravery, fear, and insanity
    Are triplets split at birth and divided among us
    Not quite sure which one is steering this ship
    But I hope it meets yours in enough time

    -rjm