• words fail me
    running away from my mouth when I try
    to squeeze in a few more syllables
    and all the ones that matter burn up
    in the flames of my anxiety

    -rjm
  • Last night I searched for you in the surf
    In waves that flooded a house on a cliff
    All I could see was the chimney barely breaking the surface
    I thought of you inside those four walls
    Tumbling in the waves amid your things
    I woke up just as I reached that barely there chimney
    My fingers falling through nothing as I tried to grab anything real

    -rjm