• Day 29: i am something you will never understand
    night spends shadows on the walls
red light green light yellow light
cycle through car horns
your breath blesses my navel
spun out on stardust glitterati teeth
bared straight into the face of god
the fist of thunder trembles my thighs
undo me
undo me
i’ve waited so long
red light on the walls
thump thump-thump at the curb
idling above you i’m an angel
all those demons strangling your hope
darling, i can slay them with a single word
if you want me to
    excerpt
    night spends shadows on the walls
    red light green light yellow light
    cycle through car horns
    your breath blesses my navel
    spun out on stardust glitterati teeth
    bared straight into the face of god
    the fist of thunder trembles my thighs
    undo me
    undo me
    i’ve waited so long
    red light on the walls
    thump thump-thump at the curb
    idling above you i’m an angel
    all those demons strangling your hope
    darling, i can slay them with a single word
    if you want me to
  • Day 28: the devil you don’t
    a future stained my thighs,
made a pool at my feet
i thought i should feel despair
but all i could think to do
all my protesting body wanted
was to dance scarlet foot prints on his floor
leading from the bathroom to the front door 
down the steps into the gravel where my car baked in the hot sun
a dance of ecstasy
to prove my body knows best
what is friend and what is foe 

but instead, i painted the sink a diluted red
some would call it pink
i called it mercy
and never wore either color
again
    a future stained my thighs,
    made a pool at my feet
    i thought i should feel despair
    but all i could think to do
    all my protesting body wanted
    was to dance scarlet foot prints on his floor
    leading from the bathroom to the front door
    down the steps into the gravel where my car baked in the hot sun
    a dance of ecstasy
    to prove my body knows best
    what is friend and what is foe

    but instead, i painted the sink a diluted red
    some would call it pink
    i called it mercy
    and never wore either color
    again